Christ and the Soldier by Siegfried Sassoon (1916)
I
The straggled soldier halted -- stared at Him -- Then clumsily dumped down upon his knees, Gasping
"O blessed
crucifix, I'm beat !"
And Christ,
still sentried by the seraphim, Near the front-line, between two splintered
trees, Spoke him:
"My son,
behold these hands and feet."
The soldier
eyed him upward, limb by limb, Paused at the Face, then muttered,
"Wounds
like these Would shift a bloke to Blighty just a treat !"
Christ, gazing
downward, grieving and ungrim, Whispered,
"I made
for you the mysteries, Beyond all battles moves the Paraclete."
II
The soldier chucked his rifle in the dust, And slipped his pack, and wiped his neck, and said --
The soldier chucked his rifle in the dust, And slipped his pack, and wiped his neck, and said --
"O Christ
Almighty, stop this bleeding fight !"
Above that hill
the sky was stained like rust With smoke. In sullen daybreak flaring red The
guns were thundering bombardment's blight. The soldier cried,
"I was
born full of lust, With hunger, thirst, and wishfulness to wed. Who cares today
if I done wrong or right?"
Christ asked
all pitying,
"Can you
put no trust In my known word that shrives each faithful head ? Am I not
resurrection, life and light ?"
III
Machine-guns rattled from below the hill; High bullets flicked and whistled through the leaves; And smoke came drifting from exploding shells.
Machine-guns rattled from below the hill; High bullets flicked and whistled through the leaves; And smoke came drifting from exploding shells.
Christ said
"Believe;
and I can cleanse your ill. I have not died in vain between two thieves; Nor
made a fruitless gift of miracles."
The soldier
answered,
"Heal me
if you will, Maybe there's comfort when a soul believes In mercy, and we need
it in these hells. But be you for both sides ? I'm paid to kill And if I shoot
a man his mother grieves. Does that come into what your teaching tells ?"
A bird lit on
the Christ and twittered gay; Then a breeze passed and shook the ripening corn.
A Red Cross waggon bumped along the track. Forsaken Jesus dreamed in the
desolate day -- Uplifted Jesus, Prince of Peace forsworn -- An observation post
for the attack.
"Lord
Jesus, ain't you got no more to say ?"
Bowed hung that
head below the crown of thorns. The soldier shifted, and picked up his pack,
And slung his gun, and stumbled on his way.
"O
God," he groaned,"why ever was I born ?"
... The battle
boomed, and no reply came back.
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